JLR

If loving be so wrong
Then they don't wanna be right
If their love is that strong
Then tomorrow will be bright


 ---Jakarta Love Riot---

entrepreneurs

I wanna be a successful entrepreneurs!!! is a sentence that always ringing on my ears. There's many thing's that people can be like that. Me? there's many things I wanna do, but me not yet ever do it. There many things I believe I can do it, but the problem is my time, how about saturday n sunday, how about quality time with my family n my friends, how about transport me going to some place then go to another place to buy or sell it, many things to be thingking before we started, hmmm.

wishing

I often wishing that his father was still alive until now *_*

I can't be there

Yesterday on wednesday is his day off works. We're chat on the phone early morning like usual, laughing and joking. But on that day he decided in to work, because he must replacing date when he ever ill a couple days ago. I wanna have a long time to chat with him, but already 11:00am, so he must go to work, hiks. 

It's about 11:30am, I've got message from him, what!? he got an accident with his motorcycle, shock and sad, then me call his mobile phone quickly, to know how his condition. There's a sudden brake truck in front of him, so he sudden brake too, then he fall from motorcycle, his palm, knee and elbow got bruised.

He can't reach his mom's mobile phone because his mom's mobile phone is off.And his another mobile phone was low-bat, so he can't see his sister's mobile phone number. Then I inisiatif to tell his mom and sister what happened with him.

Then he took a break at warteg n bengkel at that area. After that an old man at bengkel willing to bring him back to his house, very nice man. And lucky my balney :)

But I'm so sorry Balney, I can't be there :(

me too

In the middle of the night, when I was in dreamland, he send me this, sori balney I didn't wake up last night, because my mobile phone is silent. 

"when I closed my eyes and I wonder that I'm beside you.
I always feel warm when you hug me.
then I hold softly your hand like I'm afraid gonna lost you.
I always want your heart is mine.
no one can replace you.
luv ayankwelkal"


sudden sometimes he send me a lovely words ^^

balney's bday

hehehe...

the worst day that I ever thought is not coming yesterday, me absolutely glad because I met and spend time all day long with my balney.

We adventuring at plangi mall, hahaha. The first we entered to centro, I looking for bag because I ever told him that I was eyeing the bag, then he promised to buy me it hehehe. So lucky that the bag is still there! then I showed him the bag, he told me the bag such as crocodile leather made, hmm. Still in the same area, I looking for another bag, maybe I found more catchy and elegant than that. Yup! I see the cool one, soft creme colour and elegant looks, so I choose it hehehe. Thank you my balney!

silent

I was planning from a week ago, then I hope  tommorrow will be a sweet moment, but now! there was always a problem.

I wanna mad and wanna cry, because me absolutely feel disappointed with this damn situation, that I can't change.

nyam nyam

cold inside 
cold outside
enjoy magnum, almond flavor, yummy 
and freeze in my office room